good mood :)

Today was such a fairy tale.

Like story,i have been changing and designed my blogger again.

It looked fresh ! :) Uhmmmmm,sweetiee.

After my facebook old account hacked by the others,I never showed my smile again :(

It hurt =((( It seems like get injured.. But now,is ok !

I looked it as refreshed my account , so nothing can effect me anymore !

My beloved ! My hubby,I ♥ YOU

Im was looking for an answer.But sometime it's nothing more to say.

I'll wait.

Wait for a day..♥

The love is red,and my heart is red too,

because,i'm HUMAN.

I'm sorry,i'm not perfect.

I don't think im the loser

Something is making me trouble.

Why every time is my false ? why we keep quarrel and quarrel.

is it the 7months is unvaluable?

I don't understand .I have been learning to calm myself.

but how was the last decision ? quarrel again.

I hate the feeling,Im confused why every time is me. AGAIN AGAIN & AGAIN.!!

got a nice song,the small part in the song of lyrics is 'my heart is so disguised'

I have been tried in vain to disguised myself ,finally..i dropped my tears out.

I rather faked ,i dislike anyone seeing my face.

A girl cried,it means their face might being beauty to vile face around the planet earth.

'.SUFFERED.' '.SUFFOCATED.' .....

Maybe,I have been deserving too much,revenged coming right now.

Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey

脾气又开始了.

今天去看韵的蛋糕,试吃了很不错下=）

也下订了,最近真的真的很多朋友生日。

我的钱就快被那些寿星用完了.

出一次又要钱,不出也要钱.

今天有开心和不开心的事情发生.

不开心的是,你....

竟然把我丢在后面让我一个人跟着你们,连望也不望我.

很多经过得人用很奇怪的眼神望着我们3个,当时我真的很想一个人走掉算了.

我知道你们很要好朋友,但最不高兴的是你理都不理我.

难道我的安全不重要了吗？还是我根本就不是什么.

所以当别的人望着我的时候,我就很自然的越离你们越远,因为我不想给人看成笑话.

还有,如果我不小心对你的朋友说话大声了少少的话

在这里我对他说对不起,因为我没有心情和别人说任何话

也许对你来说我是小气,或者无理取闹,但我是女生....

我没有发脾气就很好了,难道还有什么不满意的吗？

如果你觉得我不对的话,

颜先生...你可以来讲我，但你没有资格骂我

开心的是.

陈慧莹,你的脾气有改善了哦!!!

以前的我不是当场就骂出来了,而且不会给面子的吗??

为什么今天可以忍到回家,甚至一句话都没有出声过??

不要说我变了,只是我懂的如何控制自己.

www.this-is-my-story.com/v/O45KPR739GGN

www.this-is-my-story.com/v/O45KPR739GGN

that's me

我想每个人都有自己的脾气吧

尤其是对着自己喜欢的人,一发脾气时候

就会变得无理取闹

2个人就要坦白,就是要尊重对方

不懂得体谅对方

就不算是什么好东西..

说实在的,这次的我比上次更难取悦了，更无理取闹了

因为我就是这样

我的心情就是随着你而变

hmm,我还蛮想试下给自己心爱的人骗的感觉是怎样的

我也很想试下半夜6点回家又是什么滋味的!!!!

没办法,我无法原谅..

不懂要用什么形容我得心情.

但是掉回来想想..

其实我没这个必要去生气

因为我也可以6点多才回家,或者从半夜玩到早上

顺便跑个步在回家又怎样??

那感觉应该很不错,找天真的要这样了=)

我又来了...:)

im such a kind of easy emotional girl

easy moody

easy angry..

don't try to offend me..

chinese new year is gone.

exam is coming..

so stress :(

my mom calling me fatty

as a girl,sure will very annoying of my body shape right now.

want to start sporty now. :(

sobbed....& sigh..

keep tuition and tuition.

where got time to let me set out my pressure :'(

but,the most best ..

i got my fellow friends by my side in anytime

at least ,i wont be felt lonely and helplessness

SPM year..

concentrate la...girl..

and exam is coming.

my babee Karen birthday is coming =)

and all of we have been buying a cotton-on clothes for her

she didn't disappointed.

because tat clothes just RM50..

pls forgive la,cuz we still a student only ..

anyway..love you =)

chinese new year ! :)

恭喜恭喜恭喜你呀

恭喜恭喜恭喜你 :)

很快很快.

又过了初一,初二,初三了T.T

快乐的时光真的好快

以前读书时候一直和那几位傻婆讨论新年要去哪里这里的

结果一转眼..新年了

但是新年期间拿了不少angpao !! XD

也拍了不少照片xD..

越来越自恋的我,beh tahan !!

初7开学,很快咯

都不知道政府怎样放我们假期的

做工的就开工,读书的就开学

又要回到之前的生活了 T.T

而且又不知道可以睡醒没有

因为过年期间,不到4点多时不睡觉的^^

anyway,新年过后

spm的日子就越来越加紧了

bless me :)

oldtown :)

just now went to selayang jaya

having our lunch wif my beloved mom

going to OldTown,i treat my mom

luckily the price not expensive

juz RM20 only xD

my brother has been giving me RM300 =)

nice,suii !!!

so good my bro help me a favour ^^

relieve my burdens.

chinese new year is coming.

hope everyone will enjoy their new year ! :)

now,im annoying bout phone :(

i don't know which model should to buy it

my friend told me BB not gud,and htc need to buy android one

becuz the android phone not very mess and the function will easy to use it =)

And now,im attracted in xperia ARC ! :)

i have been seeing the video on internet

extremly NICE !!!

the most important is now !

CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

having a great rapport wif them =)

happy birthday to u ♥

18 years old =)

green colour shirt shorter than me,but white colour tat guy
his height was 185 @@..
gan zhen yang !!! u lose ^^

shushu ^^

cake from 'The Coffee Bean' quite nice !

今天sieh yan的生日,华语名叫雪燕 =)

我们一起在一间餐厅一起庆祝..吃了rm 3xx @@''


雪燕小姐,18岁了哦^^

是时候找个伴咯,你是一位很有读书气质的美女..

真的很厉害读书,在sunway读doctor @@

成绩好,很漂亮,令人羡慕..但太瘦了

用10年去读医科其实很不错了,因为很浪费时间

刚才和他坐在一起,谈了很多..

虽然我们一年才见几次面=)

但总觉得我们不会变的很陌生..总会有聊不完的话题

刚才去到时候,那些姑姑叔叔们看到我就好像看到自己的女儿=)

对我很呵护,很温馨

虽然不是真正的姑姑叔叔们..但我感觉到他们很疼我^^

Happiness lies in the consciousness we have of it.

幸福在于自知拥有幸福.

那才是最幸福的.

知道自己拥有什么,也知道自己更需要的是什么

我当然也有设定一个属于自己的目标 :D

那就是读多书,赚钱养自己

社会等着我去看去学

我要赚钱,世界上那么多女强人..

虽然不容易,但我相信我可以 =)



为了我自己
为了提高自己
我愿意做 :D
Industry is fortune"s right hand, and frugality my left.

smile are not represent anything.

im confuse
im suffering
im annoying
im bothering right now.




i don't know wad can i do now.
nothing can describe my feeling well
in my heart. i keep it deeply .
SMILE,is extremly hard for me.
i hate the sentences when u said that !
it really hurt me so deep.
it seems im utilizing u .



anyway.
take it easy..
let's nature take it course. i wont blame wad u said juz now.
it keep in my heart permanent .
that's all..

我的心情怎么了??

上次云顶下回来之后还以为那病会好回
但我是错的,刚才回到家,鼻子又开始留鼻血了
比上次多了.最近的身体真的怪怪
留鼻血的次数越来越多.
我长那么大,还第一次遇到这种事



2011年,刚过完生日的我..
似乎没那么开心
开心的是,可以和我的姐妹还有男人一起去云顶庆祝
不开心的就是这2天,....发生很多事
脾气越变越糟.



一旦一个人给了一个人承诺以后,请做到
做不到的事情,请别随便给任何人希望
最终,还是会让那位等你的人失望



也许有些方面我很过分
有时很任性,难管教,很坏蛋
但那也是一种表达方式



love so complicated..
[sometimes even as a simple words,it oso will
hurt deeply,and it will engrave on their mind]